• 这图晚上最大的收获,也证明那个假设:变化会带来视觉神经的电位的变化,从而发出信号, 眼睛的工作机制并不是像CCD一样的简单重现颜色的工具,而是一个0和1的开关。这是视觉人工智能的基础。

    这个模型对于视觉追踪,边缘检测是非常友好的解决方案。

    这个玩意的学... 更多:关于视觉人工智能的例子 - [科学]
  • 这次过去对美国又有了新的体会。 记得上次过去,给我最大的体会就是他们的精神,经济,制度,媒体,政治,日常生活以及其他方面都是很一致的, 对很多人来说,他们的社会代表着自由民主和平等。

    是自由民主平等不是一个政党的更替,一个选举的制度可以带来的,看了第三波浪潮,我能更深刻体会到自由民主平等的不容易, 也许需要几百年的积累和启发,才能完成。因为自由民主平等不是一个人一个党能带来了,民主是每个国民贡献自己的力量才能获取到的,需要启发民智,让大家受 到教育,鼓励每个人发表自己的观点,创造环境让大家发表观点,在一个发言自由的环境中,在一个保证不会因言获罪的环境中,人才有可能交流自己的想法,才会 有思维的激荡,才会有创新的发生。

    在公司的时候,时常听到激烈的讨论,后来和同事讨论这个事情,同事说这个事情在这里很常见,大家都乐意把 自己的主意分享出来讨论,在讨论中接受大家的挑战,然后通过辩论来捍卫自己的观点,如果这个观点能够通过这种讨论,那么观点就会变得更加 solid,成为 大家的共识。通常在这种讨论的过程中,就像多台电脑并联计算一样, 产生的结果无论速度和精确性,要比一个人高出很多,尤其在工程和科学领域。

    单说来,美国精神更深层次的内涵,可以用乔布斯的那句话来概括 Have the courage to follow your heart and intuition 尊重自己的心声,朝自己心中梦想的方式前进,这是对自己的尊重,也是对人家的尊重,违背自己的意愿,迎合人家的期望,这其实是一种欺骗。只有听从自己的内 心愿望, 才会有勇气和毅力来催生智慧来穿越困难。

    美国能产生那个多的伟大的人物,真的不是偶然的呐,乔布斯的传说也不会终结的,还是会有下一个乔布斯,因为他们那种精神会永远存在,在不同的时代,体现在不同的人身上,创造一个又一个的传说。

    国就像是一个升级版的国家,这个国家更加懂得信息顺畅交流的宝贵性,所以他们保护言论,他们媒体发达, 他们创造各种各样的技术来提升信息交换的速度,高速公路,波音飞机,互联网,自由经济制度,言论的保护,都是处处体现了信息流通 ”“信息完整性的重要 性。他们每个国民都像是优化了的信息处理器,每天处理大量的信息,比我们国内大部分的人处理的信息多的多,他们从小就是接受这样的训练,如果发表观点,如 何在团队里面沟通,如何处理信息,如何提问题,这些都是在我们的教育里面所没有的, 所以我看到我们的学生出去的普遍情况是学习成绩很好,但是受限于语言和习惯,倒不一定很容易地完成团队的任务。

    我的同事,来自世界的各地,法国日本韩国伊朗印度中国,他们都过来聚集在一个小小的旧金山湾周边,我不禁感叹,这个地方多么的有魔力,能把世界上各个地方的聪明人都聚集到这里, 这么多聪明的人,在一起,又会做出什么让人意想不到的事情?

     

    更多:美国精神- 听从自己内心的愿望,让内心指引方向 - [思考]
  • 这趟旅行,最高兴的两件事,把项目做完了,老婆过来了。

    最遗憾的事情,老婆过来,我却没有时间陪。

    我只能用完美来形容这趟旅行。我到了硅谷,世界上最多聪明人的地方, 我的偶像的聚集地, 最具创新性和影响力的企业都在这里,这里的温度环境天气,都是那么的完美。我喜欢那些百年历史的房子,我期待有一天,我能在这里有自己的房子,和老婆一起度过晚年,每天看老婆傻傻地在阳台上捣鼓她的植物,我则在温暖的阳光下读书。偶尔能和她一起去旧金山湾的海滩上散步,遛狗。

    这个项目是我最难过的项目,我不止一次加班到3点,压力非常大,但是我竟然活着挺过来啦, 我了解了这边的工作方式,我知道我们作为一个初创企业所应该做的事情, focus, focus, focus, 付出120%的努力,像我们老大说的:你把事情做的漂亮,之后你可以得到任何你想得到的事情。

    最大的收获是,我们的生活的一切都是关于Quality的,我们要有高质量的产品,高质量的程序,高质量的食物,高质量的生活,但是这些东西都不会无缘无故地来到你的面前,你必须付出比常人更多的努力,来达到这个高度。

    在这里工作也许会越来越有趣,因为这里的人实在是太聪明,每个人都是了不起的程序员, 更有意思的是,这是一个来自世界各地的team,身边有印度同事,法国同事,伊朗同事,韩国同事,日本同事,一个国际化的队伍,会给这个团队带来与众不同的东西。

    work hard and have fun.

    更多:美妙的旧金山之旅 - [成长]
  • 老婆回去了 - [记事]

    2011-10-07 | 老婆

    老婆匆匆来,匆匆走,看着她奔向登机口的胖胖的背影,感觉心里空空的。

    你能来,我多高兴,就像两年前第一次出来一样高兴。

    可惜没有能够和你一起细细体会这个城市的美好和这个国度的神奇,但是我们总有一天还是再回来的是不?

    紧跟着你,这个城市最美的夏天也走了。

    更多:老婆回去了 - [记事]
  • 乔布斯就这样真的走了。

    海明威: 人可以被摧毁,但是不可以被击败。 要像乔布斯一样,奋斗到生命结束的前一天。

    要改变世界,要做自己热爱的事,为此不遗余力。

    乔布斯,是一个值得尊敬的人。

     

     

    更多:When Jobs is Gone - [记事]
  • 快要扛不住了 - [我的话]

    2011-09-26 |

    我的第一条信念就是不要抱怨,连诉苦都不要。

    但是这个在现在看起来倒好象是沟通能力有限。也许我应该分清楚“提出问题”,“提出忧虑”和抱怨诉苦的区别。

    我该学会说: 我很忙,一天工作15个小时,一周超过80个小时, 周末除了team的活动我... 更多:快要扛不住了 - [我的话]
  • 三年前的今天,是和老婆确定恋爱关系的时候。

    现在因为时差的关系,今年我们的纪念日缺相差了15个小时,挺有意思的。

    希望明年可以和她一起过。同个时间,同个地点。

    更多:同样的节日,不同的日子 - [记事]
  • 老婆最近干活辛苦不?知道你喜欢绿油油的植物,于是特地去拍了一组San Francisco 的植物照片,这些都是住户养在门口外面的,享受着加州充足的阳光,非常幸福。

    希望你看到这些图片,能有一个好心情。

    更多:给老婆的照片 - [旅游]
  • 我实在想不出比程序员更加好的工作,前提是你不是以赚钱为目的。

    在社会进化的角度上来讲,程序员是站在进化的最前沿及最需要的领域里面的。现在的信息越来越多,更新越来越快,不得不借助程序员来维护和处理信息。

    信息爆炸还会不断的加剧,这个趋势下,每天与数据和信息打交道的程序员有天生的优势。

    接下来的世纪,是程序员的世纪。

    更多:为什么不当个程序员 - [牛a和牛c之间]
    1. 聪明的孩子总希望改变世界而不是受欢迎
    2. 真实的世界让你所做的每件事情都产生后果,而不是封闭社交圈里面,只有攀比
    3. 高度专业化的社会导致成年人和青少年的鸿沟
    4. 中小学是用来关押小孩子的监狱
    5. 没有外在的对手,圈子里民间的人就会勾心斗角,如路易十六的宫廷、
    6. 如果有外部的测试,底层的人也不会痛苦,新人会向老人学习,而老人会有传帮带(nobless oblige)
    7. 成年人让“人格”“正直“等同于”听话“,使青年不再相信这些美好的词
    8. 计算机科学就是一个大杂烩
    9. 创造规范是黑客的最高境界,做到这点的最好的方法就是做个样品把规范实现了
    10. 没有什么比错误的前提更能制造问题、
    11. 开发好软件的方法就是自己创业
    12. 黑客养家糊口的方式就是找一份day job
    13. 好的源代码可以自我解释
    14. 程序是给人看的,附带可以执行
    15. 在达芬奇的年代,绘画并不是一件很酷的事情,达芬奇用他的工作推动绘画,成为一个伟大的表达方式,同样,编程能有多酷,取决于我们能用这种新媒介作出怎么样的工作优秀的作品
    16. 优秀的的作品往往来自于其他人的忽视的想法,而最被忽视的想法就是那些被禁止的观点
    17. 一个好的科学家,并不仅仅是避开传统的观点,还要努力打破传统的观点
    18.  这就是科学的魅力所在,你永远可以有翻盘,有创新的机会,却不用担心被打上”异教徒“”大逆不道“的标签,科学的生命力就在于它有自我革新的决心和能量,这个不是一个愚蠢的宗教所比拟的
    19. 智力越高的人越愿意思考那些惊世骇俗的观点,这不仅仅是因为聪明人本身很积极地寻找传统观念的漏洞,还因为传统观念对他妈的束缚力很小,很容易摆脱
    20. 与笨蛋辩论,你也会变成笨蛋
    21. 自由思考远比畅所欲言重要
    22. 你的思想是一个地下组织
    23. 守口如瓶,笑脸相迎
    24. 如果你数学不好,你会知道,如果你脑子不好,却不容易察觉
    25. 传统观念也是一个流行(总会过时)
    26. 你越要清晰地思考,越要远离人群
    27. 小时候,每个人都会鼓励你不断成长,成为不耍小孩子脾气的人。但是很少人会鼓励你继续成长,变成一个怀疑和抵制社会错误观点的人
    28. 如果自己是潮水的一部分,怎么能看到潮水的方向呢?你只能保持怀疑
    29. 那些不服从管教的人们,才是美国的财富和力量的源泉
    30. Barriers to Entry进入堡垒,风险投资商都会问你产品被复制的难度有多大
    31. 技术的发展加大了收入的差距的同时,缩小了其他大部分的差距 
    32. 这就是我说,科技是穷人活下来的原因
    33. 在工业化的民主国家,人们依靠正当竞争支付可以致富,所以收入差距加大是技术进步的表现,技术是生产效率差异加大,反应在收入中。
    34. 避免绝对贫穷,而不是相对贫穷 
    35. 就是去美国做个穷人比在中国做一个富人好
    36. 一个社会需要富人,这主要不是因为需要富人的支出创造就业机会,而是他们在致富的过程中创造出的财富。。。如果你让他(亨利福特)致富,他就会创造出一台拖拉机让你在耕地中解放出来
    37. 好的设计师简单的设计
    38. 好的设计不会过时
    39. 好的设计有启发性
    40. 好的设计解决正确的主要问题
    41. 好的设计很有趣
    42. 好的设计看似容易,但是获得这个容易的结果的过程非常艰难
    43. 好的设计简单的递归演绎继承
    44. 好的设计是模仿大自然的设计
    45. 这是对达尔文进化论的最有力的在赞美
    46. 好的设计是再设计
    47. 是可以迭代的设计,如同油画一样
    48. 美学史上,15世纪油彩取代蛋彩(tempera)就是一个重大的突破
    49. 油彩可以让画家在原来的基础上不断改进——迭代,最终产生理想的效果,而中国就是缺乏这种启蒙,所以中国近现代的科学,工程,都像苍白的连透视都没有的国画一样,没有进步
    50. 好的设计是奇特的设计
    51. 答案可以不断改进,问题也可以

     

     

     

    更多:黑客与画家 摘录 - [读书]
  • 浮躁这个时代的集体病症。我只知道这是一个急躁而喧嚣的时代,我们就像住在一个闹腾腾的房子里,每一个人都放大了喉咙喊叫。为了让他们听到我说的话,我只好比他们还大声。于是没有任何一个人知道别人到底在讲什么。 ----梁文道

    浮躁是伴随信息过量而来的,农耕时代不会浮躁,因为你一般情况下一天只和两三个人说话,得到的资讯也许就是村口听回来的八卦,单纯的脑袋还能处理的来,也就不会浮躁。浮躁不是病,是一个现象。人的脑子就是个CPU, CPU处理不过来了有点延时,有点发热,这他妈能算是病吗?

    更多:浮躁是种现象,不是病 - [记事]
  • 实在不敢相信过去六个月来,webgl, html5, javacript 3d engine有了这么了不起的发展,足可以见到js community的活跃程度 

    1. Chrome Experiments
    2. Mr.doob Three.js
    3. Scene JS
    4. WebGL + Node.js + WebSockets = A Web Technology Perfect Storm
    5. 在线JS编译器

     

    更多:网络游戏的另一个兴奋点 - [技术]
  • 原文
    Tina Hesman Saey
    Science News
    Fri, 09 Oct 2009 11:00 CDT
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    Silent activity
    © Laurent
    In sleep, the body may be still, but the brain is active.
    Brain studies may reveal the purpose of a behavior both basic and mystifying

    In a lab at MIT, a small black mouse named Buddy sleeps alone inside a box. A cone resembling a satellite dish sits atop his head. But the dish doesn't receive signals from outer space. Instead it sends transmissions from deep inside Buddy's brain to a bank of computers across the room.

    Scientists like Jennie Young eavesdrop on the transmissions, essentially reading Buddy's mind, or at least that part of his mind occupied with a recent trip along a Plexiglas track littered with chocolate sprinkles. Young and her colleagues in Susumu Tonegawa's laboratory are monitoring nerve cells inside the hippocampus, one of the brain's most important learning and memory centers. Some of the cells in the sea horse - shaped hippocampus fired bursts of electrical energy as Buddy moved along the track. As he sleeps in his black box, those same cells spark to life again, replaying progress along the track in fast-forward or rapid reverse.

    By recording the slumbering Buddy's brain cell activity, the scientists hope to glean clues to one of biology's greatest mysteries: the reason for sleep. Although sleep is among the most basic of behaviors, its function has proved elusive. Scientists say sleep's job is to save energy, or to build up substances needed during waking or to tear down unneeded connections between brain cells. Some emphasize sleep's special role in learning and memory. Others suggest that sleep regulates emotions. Or strengthens the immune system. And some scientists believe sleep is simply something that emerges naturally from having networks of neurons wired together.

    "There are as many theories of sleep's functions as there are sleep researchers," says Mehdi Tafti, a geneticist at the University of Lausanne in Switzerland.

    None of the many models for why people (and other animals) sleep can explain all of its complexity, says Robert Stickgold of Harvard Medical School in Boston. He equates proponents of the different sleep theories to blind men describing an elephant. It's a snake, or a tree or a wall, depending on which part of the elephant the men touch. Similarly, the answer to sleep's function seems to depend on what approach a given researcher takes. And each proposed idea contains inconsistencies that keep other sleep researchers from embracing it.

    "There's no one theory that has enough unified evidence for it to be widely accepted," says Paul Shaw of Washington University in St. Louis.

    Many sleep theories have been widely tested, though. Using brain wave recordings, genetic analyses, word tests, video games and various other methods, researchers have uncovered many of the pieces to the puzzle of sleep, even if they don't yet all fit together.

    Asleep and Fired Up

    REM sleep
    © Arthur Tucker/Science Photo Library
    In REM sleep, "the brain is on fire."
    Not knowing why humans spend a third of their lives unconscious hasn't prevented scientists from describing five different stages of sleep from recordings of brain waves. Stage one, marking the transition between awake and asleep, is shallow. Stage two, which lasts the longest, features two forms of brain waves known as spindles and K-complexes (SN Online: 5/21/09). Stages three and four are the deepest, often referred to collectively as slow-wave sleep. Fifth is REM, the stage accompanied by rapid, jerky eye movements.

    REM is the stage most often associated with dreaming, but plenty of dreaming

    occurs in the other sleep stages, too. These stages are repeated in roughly 90-minute cycles throughout the night, with more slow-wave sleep early on and more REM toward morning.

    In the first four stages of sleep, heart rate, body temperature and brain activity drop, supporting the view that sleep serves to save energy. But then REM comes along. During REM sleep, the body becomes paralyzed, which keeps people from acting out their dreams. Although the body is still as stone, the flight-or-fight response system is in overdrive, says Michael Perlis of the University of Pennsylvania in Philadelphia. Brain activity is as high or sometimes even higher than during wakefulness. "The brain is on fire," during REM, Perlis says. "The brain is cooking, but the body is a cold fish."

    Since the brain burns up to 20 percent of the calories used by the body, REM may consume many of the calories saved during other stages of sleep.

    Still, because morning brings renewed vigor, many people believe that sleep must save energy. And sleep certainly feels restorative. Recent genetic work suggests a molecular basis for that refreshment.

    Sleep Wave
    © Unknown
    People oscillate between two types of sleep each night, REM (short for rapid eye movement) and non-REM. Non-REM sleep occupies about 80 percent of sleep time and consists of ever-deepening stages (shown in EEGs below left).
    Allan Pack, a geneticist at the University of Pennsylvania, and his colleagues have been keeping mice up for hours after their normal bedtime. Activity of 2,000 to 3,000 genes differs in the sleep-deprived mice compared with mice that slumber undisturbed. None of the changes are dramatic, Pack says; they just nudge gene activity up or down a bit. Activity of genes involved in making large molecules consistently goes up during sleep. Examples include genes needed to build cholesterol and the oxygen-carrying substance, called heme, in red blood cells. Genes for molecules that help remodel neural connections are also revved up in sleep.

    Studies in mice, rats, fruit flies and white-crowned sparrows have found similar patterns of gene activity, Pack and colleagues noted in a review in the February Trends in Molecular Medicine.

    Sleep and wake are part of the metabolic cycle in the brain, Pack says. In this view, sleep is a time for replenishment and construction of cellular parts. "So when wakefulness comes along, you have the building blocks to make synapses," the junctures between neurons through which signals flow.

    From Calories to Connections

    To test the hypothesis that sleep alters metabolism, Amita Sehgal and Susan Harbison of the University of Pennsylvania left the lights on for some fruit flies. Each night for a week, the light deprived the flies of about two hours of sleep. Males made up for the loss by sleeping far more than usual the next day. Most females, though, just lost sleep and didn't make up the difference. The researchers also perturbed the flies' sleep by mechanical stimulation, which involved randomly jerking the flies' test tubes. Other flies were bumped while awake during the day, but their sleep was not disturbed.

    Whether applied during day or night, mechanical stimulation resulted in decreased stores of glycogen, a starch, and increased triglycerides, a type of fat, the researchers reported in July in PLoS One. Light didn't affect stores of either substance much.

    Fly
    © Chiara Cirelli
    Proteins (orange) that help forge connections between neurons build up in the brain while a fly is awake (left) but are depleted after sleep (right), suggesting sleep prunes neural connections, perhaps ensuring only the day’s strongest memories remain.
    The stress of being jostled, rather than losing sleep, is probably what alters metabolism, at least in these fruit flies, Sehgal says. The study represents a growing trend in sleep science - the idea that sleep offers some advantage besides altering metabolism and saving energy.

    "We're moving away from historical ideas of sleep saving calories," says James Krueger, a sleep researcher at Washington State University in Pullman. "It does do that, no question. But that's probably not why sleep evolved."

    Sleep saves about 110 calories - about a cookie's worth - each night, Krueger says. That's not enough to make up for missing out on eating, mating or any of the other waking activities an animal does to survive. "It's a few more nuts. It's not worth it. You'd rather be awake avoiding predators," he says.

    But sleep must provide some benefit that outweighs waking activities,

    Krueger says - such as, perhaps, forging connections between neurons.

    Krueger, in fact, suggests that sleep itself is an unavoidable result of having neurons wired together in networks. Nerve cells that work hard, electrochemically signaling neighbors, eventually need to rest and recharge. Neural quiet can spread through the brain as neurons pull their wired partners along with them over the brink into sleep, Krueger argues in a December 2008 paper in Nature Reviews Neuroscience. The quiet time may allow neurons to strengthen or weaken connections with partners.

    Of course, neural remodeling is also important for learning and memory - processes often suggested as sleep's raison d'être (SN: 4/28/07, p. 260).

    Breaking Bonds

    Brain
    © Charles Floyd
    The brain orchestrates the daily sleep-wake cycle by responding to external cues, such as sunlight, and the body’s own rhythms.
    But even sleep's role in learning and remembering evokes much dispute. One controversial theory, for instance, suggests that sleep, especially the powerful slow-wave variety, weakens synapses. That keeps the brain from filling up with useless connections, say sleep researchers Giulio Tononi and Chiara Cirelli of the University of Wisconsin - Madison. Their theory, known as synaptic homeostasis, is a sort of neuronal version of survival of the fittest. As an animal or person learns things throughout the day, connections between neurons get strengthened. All synapses are weakened during sleep, so tenuous connections are severed altogether and only the strongest bonds between neurons remain. This erasing of the blackboard makes room and preserves resources for the next day's learning, Cirelli and Tononi contend.

    Some experiments seem to support the theory. While awake, rats build up levels of the protein GluR1, which helps increase the strength of synapses, the team reported in the February 2008 Nature Neuroscience. Levels of that protein drop when the animals sleep.

    Studies in fruit flies show that snoozing leads to losing synapses. Cirelli and Tononi's group reported in the April 3 Science that proteins that help determine the strength of synapses build up while flies are awake and during sleep deprivation. Protein levels drop as flies slumber.

    And while fruit flies sleep, they also lose synapses formed during social interactions, another study in the same issue of Science reported. When flies socialized, synaptic connections formed between neurons. Flies allowed to sleep after the exhausting social encounters pruned away some of the connections, but flies forced to stay awake retained the connections, researchers in Shaw's lab at Washington University found. Downsizing the number of neuronal connections could keep brain circuits from being overwhelmed by all the exciting information gathered from social interactions, Shaw says.

    On the other hand, experiments with kittens suggest the opposite. In kittens with one eye sewed shut, connections between the closed eye and the brain's visual centers weakened while the kitten was awake, Marcos Frank of the University of Pennsylvania and colleagues reported in the Feb. 12 Neuron. The open eye showed stronger connections to the visual center, but only after the kitten slept. Frank says his data show that sleep strengthens connections between brain cells rather than weakening them.

    Mult-Tasking
    © Unknown
    Studies show sleep probably serves many different functions, including enhancing learning and memory, regulating emotions, stimulating creativity and boosting the immune system.
    Studies of Buddy and other mice, using electrodes implanted in their brains, tend to support the results from kittens. Recordings of the activity of brain cells sensitive to the mice's location, called "place" neurons, show that sleep allows the brain to replay events, strengthening connections between neurons and preserving long-term memories.

    When Young records the firing of Buddy's neurons, a speaker crackles with what sounds to the untrained listener like radio static. To Young's ear the static is the sound of memories being made. Each time an electrode detects electrical activity in one of the neurons, it translates the activity to those audible crackles and to tracings on a computer screen.

    While Buddy is awake and moving around in his box, running a maze or exploring new objects, his brain cells fire in a rhythmic pattern. As he sleeps, his brain waves slow down. But small, rapid spurts of brain cell activity, called ripples, interrupt the slow-rolling waves of sleep and burst above the background static. During those ripples, which last a fraction of a second, the place-denoting neurons fire in the same order as when the mouse was awake and exploring.

    MIT's Matthew Wilson was among the first to discover these ripples. Ripples during slow-wave sleep replay the day's events, but the timing is compressed. During REM sleep, he says, rats and mice also replay events, but in real time, and not always in the same order or way they actually happened.

    Cells in the hippocampus fire off a burst of ripple waves first. Then, 100 milli­seconds later, cells in the prefrontal cortex, commonly considered to be the seat of the brain's "executive centers," take up the refrain, Caltech researchers reported in the Feb. 26 Neuron. Such bursts of activity could represent transfer of information from temporary memory storage in the hippocampus to long-term storage in the cortex, Wilson says. In REM sleep, the timing of the firing between the hippocampus and the cortex is not as tightly coordinated as it is in slow-wave sleep.

    Rats relive memories while awake, too, and that replay can help the animals plan their next move, Wilson and colleagues show in the Aug. 27 Neuron.

    Scientists have speculated that such replay is also important for forming long-term memories. Researchers in Tonegawa's lab tested this theory directly: They blocked ripples by essentially paralyzing part of the hippocampus with tetanus toxin. Apart from diminished ripples, the mice slept normally and could remember tracks they had run for a short time. But the mice were unable to form long-term memories, the team reported in the June 25 Neuron. When researchers reversed the effect of the toxin, the ripples returned, along with the ability to form long-term memories, indicating that replaying and rehearsing memories during slow-wave sleep is a key step in solidifying them.

    Across the Charles River in Boston, Harvard Medical School researchers have some evidence that replay may also be important for humans. Stickgold and Erin Wamsley have recruited volunteers to play a maze video game. After playing the game, some volunteers take a nap and some stay awake watching videos. The participants are awakened at the first sign that they are about to enter REM sleep, but some still report vivid dreams - some tangentially related to the game, such as hearing the music or exploring bat caves reminiscent of the maze. Preliminary results indicate that people who report game-related dreams improve their performance more when tested again. The dreamers improve more than either people who remained awake and thought about the game or people who slept, but didn't remember dreaming about the game.

    "To us it's an indication that some of the networks related to that learning are active" during sleep, Wamsley says.

    Its importance for memory is the only proposed explanation for sleep that contains a clear reason why consciousness must be shut down, says Stickgold. Human brains don't have TiVo, with the ability to record one thing while watching another. People use the same brain areas to perceive the world and then process what is happening. To fully digest information gathered throughout the day, at some point the brain has to block more input, he speculates.

    In slow-wave sleep, the hippocampus shows home movies of the day's events to the cortex. During REM sleep, the hippocampus is issued a gag order, leaving the cortex to freely associate different pieces of information without the detail-oriented hippocampus stepping in to say, "no, this is what really happened." That free association may allow the brain to tie disparate experiences and facts together, making them easier to remember, or prompting new solutions to problems encountered during the day.

    Learning and memory studies also suggest that sleep helps extract the gist of memories, enabling them to be filed under the correct headings, Stickgold says. How the brain does this is illustrated by studies in which participants "remember" that they learned a word such as hospital when actually the list of words they memorized contained doctor, nurse, stethoscope, bed and patient, but not hospital. Such associations give memories context and meaning.

    "What your brain is leaving you with in the morning is a memory that is less accurate, but more useful," Stickgold says.

    Sleep researchers still don't know how the brain decides which memories to review, edit and save, and which are junk, says Matthew Walker of the University of California, Berkeley. Emotion-associated chemicals may mark memories as important and worth saving, or send up a red flag to the brain that the memory is problematic. Over time, as sleep extracts the informational core of memories, it may also strip away the emotional blanket surrounding them, so that a person learns the lesson of the memory without all the drama of emotion. REM sleep in particular "is like group therapy for memories," he says.

    Walker theorizes that this process may go awry in post-traumatic stress disorder. He lays out his case for sleep's role in processing emotional memories in the Annals of the New York Academy of Science's Year in Cognitive Neuroscience 2009. Removing the emotional blanket from memories is probably possible only during sleep, when outside stimulus is shut off, he says.

    Wilson agrees that sleep can be an unfettered time to come up with new solutions. "The 'problem' with the awake state is that it is being influenced by the outside world," he says. "It is constrained by what you're currently experiencing. During sleep you can explore. The breadth of experience one has access to is much greater. I think it's very likely that during sleep you have the flexibility to evaluate and solve problems in novel ways."

    REM sleep may be just what is needed to get creative juices flowing, suggests a study in the June 23 Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences. People who had a nap with REM sleep performed almost 40 percent better on a word test requiring a creative solution than people who didn't nap or had only non-REM naps, researchers led by psychologist Sara Mednick of the University of California, San Diego show. The improvement happened only when participants drew information from a seemingly unrelated word test administered earlier in the day to solve the new problems. REM sleep seemed to help make that otherwise unrecognized connection.

    "People in the REM group were able to use information they didn't know they had in their brains," Mednick says. Still, she doesn't believe all dreams mean something or that "sleeping on it" will solve every problem.

    "Some dreams are going to be very, very meaningful, and some dreams are just your brain rooting through things that don't mean anything," she says.

    Despite the evidence of sleep's role in brain performance, not all researchers believe that aspect to be the end of the sleep story.

    "The notion that sleep is by the brain, for the brain - which is a motto in the field - is outdated," says Eve Van Cauter of the University of Chicago. "Sleep affects everything in the body and everything in the body affects sleep."

    Short-term studies show that cognitive problems follow sleep deprivation, but scientists have no idea whether those problems relate to longer-term decline in memory or degenerative brain disorders, Van Cauter says.

    Nearly 100 studies link sleep loss to cardiovascular disease, she says. "But we don't even have 10 studies on whether short sleep contributes to cognitive decline or dementia."

    Others agree that sleep plays an important role in regulating the immune system. In fact, sleep may have evolved to improve the immune system's ability to fight off parasites, argue Patrick McNamara of Boston University and his colleagues in the Jan. 9 BMC Evolutionary Biology.

    Species of animals that spend more time sleeping each day tend to have higher counts of infection-fighting white blood cells, a database analysis revealed. The more sleep on average a species gets, the fewer parasites plague its members, and the parasites that do infect longer-sleeping species are not as prevalent in their populations as parasites that sicken shorter-sleeping species.

    Still, whether sleep's purpose is fighting parasites, making memories or modifying metabolism remains as much a matter of dispute as the blind men's competing images of the elephant. But perhaps that parable suggests a strategy for progress.

    "The only mistake the blind men made is that they argued with each other," says Stickgold. If sleep researchers are willing to take a step back, confer and concede that others may have a point, perhaps one day the mystery of sleep will be solved.
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  • Astrocytes定义

    Astrocytes详细基理

    Astrocytes图解

    简单来说astrocyte可以在小范围内控制部分神经元的活跃性/敏感性。通过增减范围内ca+钙离子,来调整action potential的含量,从而达到控制neuron transimitter传送量。

    更多:关于Astrocytes的一些有用资料 - [科学]
  • Work Around意思是指绕开困难,不钻牛角尖,以解决问题,Get Things Done为第一要素,focus on the Goal。我觉得这是程序员一个非常好的品质。

    在程序开发的时候,会遇到许多莫名其妙的问题,SDK的bug, 浏览器的古怪行为, platform的兼容性,导致自己的开发不能顺利进行下去,这个时候,work around 的精神就能发挥极大的作用。

    开发一个功能,往往有很多实现的手段,不应拘泥于best pratice, 或者过于执着自己的code style, 条条大路通罗马,何必一条路走到底呢?

    Work Around也是一种放得下的胸襟,一种智慧。work around了反而更加专注于自己的目标,有效get things done.

     

    更多:Work Around and GTD - [成长]
  •  

    羽毛球

    1 压着人家的反手打,自己就会很轻松。 

    2 发力只发七分,落点更准,杀伤力更大

    3 尽量脚不离地,这样回球质量高,如果起跳,那么落地会有大的冲击,脚步不能马上跟上回到防守区域,为下一个球准备

    4 总的来说,牵制对手比一味进攻重要

    5 无论对手强弱,只要站在对面,就是自己的对手,我只有一个目的,把他击败。任何同情和让步都是对自己的不公平

    这些好像在任何竞争性的活动中都一样 

    1 一定不能让对手好过,让他怎么弄都觉得别扭,

    2 做自己七分力气能做好的事情,如果必须花十分力气才能做好的事情,那就要谨慎行事

    3 脚踏实地,一定要为下次的行动做好准备

    4 牵制对手,然后自己可以慢慢观察形势,选择最佳的时间和地点进攻,同时能保留体力,也能保全自己的力量,在人家看起来自己是第二,但是整个形势都在自己的掌控之中,稳重又有杀机。

    5 同样

    有时候,也会很喜欢羽毛球,因为这个环境很纯洁,就是竞争关系,不需要什么合作精神。把你打败,得到胜利,就是唯一的目的

     

    更多:羽毛球心得 - [记事]
  • 看资料很容易入迷,尤其在夜深人静的时候,思绪停不下来,但也灵动不起来。

    他该睡了,却又想起乔布斯那句话:你生命的脚步组成的点,会在某个时刻连成一条线。可是那线如此之长,真是他这辈子能画完的么?

    生物,信息理论,数学,计算科学,这些东西纠缠在一起对他有无穷的魅力,但是每次前进都很难。

    但他偏执地坚信走在这条路上的前辈都是错误的,人们看到了现象却用错误的方向来解读,现象和真相之间,还缺那么座桥梁。真相只有一个,他们走太远了。 

    只是一切现在还没有发生,没发生。这个世界还是那个世界,这个人还是那个人。他还有疑问,他也想知道现在的计算能力真的能够支撑起这个玩意,他也想知道上帝的秘密,他也想知道这只是个传说?还是个传奇。

    无所谓,他渴望那横空出世颠覆一切的时刻,他渴望change the world——那种只有偏执狂才能做到的破坏性的,釜底抽薪的,系统的改变。

    更多:所有的付出都会有回报 - [达尔文教义]
    1. 只有战斗的人才配享有和平。
    2.  有些人和你一样优秀,但是他成为你的对手,是因为他有坚定的信念为另一个理想而奋斗,光明磊落地和他们竞争,输了你会赢得他的尊重,赢了你会赢得他的友谊。有这样的对手是你的幸运,他很有可能成为你接下来最能信赖依靠的伙伴。
    3. 每个零碎的事件组成更高级别的事件,每个事件的背后都有利益驱动,更高级别的事件背后有更高的利益驱动,最底层人民吃穿的需求构成经济活动的驱动力,经济活动的驱动力是政)治权利的驱动力的构成,政)治是比经济更高层次的利益诉求。经济利益和政治权利纠葛在一起形成一个制度,形成资本主义或非资本主义,或者说一个体系,一个系统。
    4. 有时候,为了达成高层次利益诉求, 更低层次的利益诉求会被舍弃,牺牲。比如每次选举年的时候,为了吸引选票 ,美国总统总会拿中美贸易来开刀。在这种事情上,真相没有意义,你的结果 取决于你站在那个利益团体的立场上看问题,你为哪个利益团体代言。
    5. 这个世界就是各个团体博弈的动态过程,情报在这个博弈中扮演重要的角色, 正确的情报让你在最高的利益层面上做出取舍,而不是在眼前的利益和情况下 取舍。
    6. 系统会清除不利于自己的个体。 系统有自己的生命周期,请耐心等待。

     

    最重要的是要记住,我们不是风,只是草而已。

    以上是精锐部队2观后感

    更多:我们不是风,只是草而已 - [记事]
  • 夏日大作战科幻背景设定太差,导致我一直没有进入剧情。

    不过有些方面值得我的思考。

    1. 未来虚拟世界的替身也许会与现实社会中的自然人有相同的权利——假设自然人已经授权/委托了很多工作给虚拟替身,那么如何规范替身的行为和实施监管?
    2. 在现实世界,信息流动有天然的防火墙:语言和地域,所以疾病流言传播的成本很大,即使人类的某个部落出现疫情或者有害的虚假消息,都能在传播的过程中自然消解掉,但是网络社会带来的信息低成本的快速流动会将流言急速带往任何角落,造成不容忽视的影响,如果设计系统,以减小这样的威胁。
    3. 网络和现实的无缝连接,我们需要解决移动终端,带宽,流量成本,人机接口等等基础的问题,实现人和网络永不掉线的目标。
    在道富的时候,我被告知:好的计算机安全设计
    1. 是尽可能大增加入侵的时间成本,拖慢入侵者的时间,换来宝贵的反应时间
    2. 安全的保护应该是洋葱似的,分层的。
    3. 每个区域都有阻隔措施,如防火墙,有利于将危害控制在一定范围之内。
    4. 做好平时的监控,对任何行为都做记录,以利于暴露入侵者的手法和行踪。

     

    更多:夏日大作战观感 - [思考]
  • 为了理念 - []

    2011-01-29 | 理念 美国

    我们也是首个为了一个理念而创建的国家,这个理念就是,我们每个人都理应有机会改变自己的命运。我们的先辈和移居此地的人们数百年来甘冒一切风险来到这里,原因正在于此。我们的学生不光是背背公式,而是要回答“你对这个理念有何看法?你会怎样去改变世界?你长大以后想成为什么样的人?”

    we are the first nation to be founded for the sake of an idea the idea that each of us deserves the chance to shape our own destiny. That is why centuries of pioneers and immigrants have risked everything to come here. It's why our students don't just memorize equations, but answer questions like 'What do you think of that idea? What would you change about the world? What do you want to be when you grow up?'

    原文

    这个是工程设计优于自然进化的例子,在制度上也不例外。

     

    更多:为了理念 - []
  • 为了理念 - []

    2011-01-29 | 理念 美国

    我们也是首个为了一个理念而创建的国家,这个理念就是,我们每个人都理应有机会改变自己的命运。我们的先辈和移居此地的人们数百年来甘冒一切风险来到这里,原因正在于此。我们的学生不光是背背公式,而是要回答“你对这个理念有何看法?你会怎样去改变世界?你长大以后想成为什么样的人?”

    we are the first nation to be founded for the sake of an idea the idea that each of us deserves the chance to shape our own destiny. That is why centuries of pioneers and immigrants have risked everything to come here. It's why our students don't just memorize equations, but answer questions like 'What do you think of that idea? What would you change about the world? What do you want to be when you grow up?'

    原文

    这个是工程设计优于自然进化的例子,在制度上也不例外。

     

    更多:为了理念 - []
  • 火焰是一种等离子体Plasma,是由于物质燃烧Combustion时产生的高温Heat使得物质表面的原子的电子由基态跃迁到激发态,这是一个吸能过程。而当电子由激发态跃回到基态时,将会以光的形式释放出吸收的能量。不同原子的电子能量不同,释放出的光的能量和波长也不同,因此不同物质的火焰颜色各有差异(铜是绿色的,碳是黄色的)。 
    一般物体燃烧都会有火焰Flame,如果不明显只能说明物体燃烧时能量较低,能态跃迁电子释放的光子不够多。

    原子裂变中,爆炸产生的冲击波和光辐射应该都可以用这个简单的方式来实现

    更多:这个世界的火焰 - [科学]
  • 信息优先级/权重可以体现为力。

    我还以为是bug呢

    更多:信息优先级和力 - [科学]
  • 封闭是进步的大敌 - [思考]

    2011-01-07 |

    在这个全球化时代,我们真正的敌人是顽固不化、独占体制,以及只准精英通行、将其余人等拒之门外的“有围墙的花园”。2011年,世界各国政府将继续加筑阻碍发展的壁垒。面对这种形势,我们唯有加倍努力,维护信息自由的流动,推动达成新的贸易协议,并支持互联网的开放。

    谷歌(Google)董事长兼首席执行官 - 埃里克•施密特 - 封闭是进步的大敌

    身为互联网的程序员

    1 我相信每个人通过互联网获取信息的权利都是平等的

    2 我相信信息技术的宗旨就是降低沟通成本,提高社会生产力

    所以

    1 致力于创造和维护互联互通的信息网络环境,为信息的自由流动和充分共享作出努力

    2 致力于保卫信息的完整性和真实性,不篡改,不延时,不拦截

    3 在尊重用户隐私以及保障用户知情权的情况下,帮助用户识别不良信息

    程序员的Dos and Don'ts

    更多:封闭是进步的大敌 - [思考]
  • 2011年第一天,我和老婆还有丈母娘一起去农村收房。忙碌了一天,把农村的房子收下来了,老婆全程充当秘书,忙前忙后,照顾大小事务,我履行领导职责,签签字,画个押,享受了一回省领导的待遇。

    老婆回来之后就累得不行了,可是脑子里面还是想着明天的事情,事无巨细自己过一遍计划,做好出行路线准备,交待好明天我需要做的事情。

    睡觉前一定要想好明天穿的衣服,整理好明天要带的东西,放在包里,她就是这样的人,有计划有条理。

    我在她眼里就是一个不着调的人。

    这姑娘有时傻呵呵地问我“你娶了我,有没有觉得后悔啊?” 听到这句话,其实挺内疚的。

    太对不起这姑娘了。

    美国-梦想

    2010年的今天,我待在一个美国新泽西州普林斯顿的郊外一处小汽车旅馆staybrige度过的,那里是我美国冒险的基地,在这个基地的三个月里,倒时差只是最容易的事情,我用混乱的英语折磨每一个遇见我的人,有段时间我甚至被英语逼疯了,拒绝见到任何说英语的人,拒绝任何英语发音的事物——无论是电视,路人还是电话留言,那是一个有趣的异国语言环境导致的有趣的强迫症。

    可是我心理还是很强大的。我对自己说,这个美国行,一开始就注定我不会有任何损失。无产阶级么。

    那段日子,我沿着在只有流浪汉才会走的高速公路边上的小路,走到四十分钟到公司上班;我看着漂亮的晚霞,憧憬有一天在中国也能看到这样的天空;我看到路边被撞死的小鹿,慢慢被雪覆盖,变成一个小鼓包;我路过美国公司的写字楼,他们四四方方矮矮的,和中国人喜欢的摩天大楼相距甚远;我惊讶地他们的停车场比建筑占地面积还要大;我羡慕他们的工作场所有漂亮的树林环绕。我在上班的时候,甚至忍不住偷偷地拿着老婆给的小相机出来,热烈地贪婪地拍照,因为这里实在是太漂亮,尤其是在夕阳西下的时候;迁徙的大雁在麦田里休息,像一群疲惫的路人投宿的小栈。

    我和印度人打成一团,我和他们一起加班,一起吃印度菜,在一群印度人中间,只有我一个中国人,感觉很奇怪,也很有趣,我甚至注意到,不是每个印度人都不吃肉,不是每个印度人都用右手吃饭的。有时候,他们开车送我去中国超市买菜,有时候,他们送我回家,有时候,和他们去看球,吃烤翅,还有他们喝醉之后,用叽里呱啦的印度语讲话。我承认,他们看着我笑的时候,我不知道是出于善意还是在暗地里笑话我,不过那又怎么样呢,现在都不重要了,他们挺单纯的,他们是印度人里面幸运的一群人,虽然他们住的是50美元一天的旅馆。

    后来这群人一个个都离开了这个团队,我才悟到美国这边的团队和我们国内的不一样,他们就像是一个雇佣军的士兵,用完就走,不管你做得怎么样,老大都不会在乎。他们没有根,和浮云一样。后来,那个经常和我一起工作到深夜的PM也走了,我就开始觉得这个团队没什么意思了。另外,我竟然忘记了他们的名字,真是罪过,从另一方面说明魔羯真是不冷不热的一种动物。

    在基地的日子,我去了两次纽约,第一次感触最大,我去了Trinity教堂,唱诗班的歌声深深打动了我,唱诗班又5到十岁的孩子组成,五颜六色来自不同民族,这提醒我美国是一个移民国家,他们昄依在新教徒的信仰之下,一代代继承发扬,他们的信仰贯穿于他们的民主进程,他们的政治体系,他们的经济制度他们的价值观,他们的日常举动,他们的一言一行,他们的自由特性,他们的“霸权行为”,他们的“干涉内政”(他们认为自由是放之于四海皆准的定律,不由国度限制)。

    Trinity和华尔街仅仅一街之隔,我去的那天是周末,这个世界的金融中心甚为冷淡。唯一热闹的是Tifiny的专卖店,我走进去,走了出来,生平第一次感觉到对不起我的未婚妻,我买不起里面任何一个东西,更加不用说是一个订婚戒指。

    我继续走,天越来越冷,还下起了雨,我走到超市里面想买个雨伞,十美刀,最后还是没忍心下手。

    肚子饿了,我到一个看起来价格口味还能接受的店里面买了个汉堡和可乐,店里的伙计是印度人,我问他们华尔街那头著名的牛在哪里:Where is the cow? 他们没反应过来,想了想之后,笑着无奈地跟我说,there is no cow here, only bull。可惜那第一次去纽约我还真没有缘分看到这个我提到的“母牛”,太晚太冷了。 

    走到一个可以遮风挡雨又可以看到大名鼎鼎的布鲁克林大桥的地方慢慢吃了起来。汉堡太难吃,以至于我把剩下的都给了那些在我面前晃悠了很久的海鸥。海鸥们都挺肥。估计很多个和我一样的异乡来客,把残羹留给了他们。

    我沿路返回了,想买点礼品给家乡父老们。专卖店里面,也是印度伙计,卖的自由女神像和黄色小出租,都是Made In China的。这个礼品店是在美国很典型很神奇的组合,印度人力,中国制造,美国象征。

    在风雪交加中,饥寒交迫的时候,我走到了那头“Cow”那里,走到了美国印第安人博物馆里取取暖,买了些礼物给家人,因为那里是唯一一个没有Made In China商品的地方,当然,也不是美国本地的产品,是墨西哥的。后来那些礼物到了爸爸妈妈还有阿姨叔叔的手里。

    我穿越第五大街,终于来到了传说中的时代广场,这个时刻对于一个土鳖来说永远无法忘记。我转身看着人来人往的广场,突然觉得有点遗憾, 于是打了个电话,跨越太平洋,吵醒了梦中的她,对她说:“如果你现在也在这里,就完美了。”

    第二次到纽约,时间充裕的得多,我早上5点就出发,从Princeton Junction站出发,一个半小时到纽约,到纽约的时候,刚刚看到朝阳从曼哈顿的高楼丛林中徐徐升起, 那天我去了自由女神像,去了大都会博物馆。

    在美国期间,纽约这是我去过的三个地方之一。老婆的大舅舅一家在Yale大学,在他们的邀请下,我有机会去了费城和New Haven,也尝试了下地道的意大利菜,玩了Wii,顺带给他们做了个photoshop,他们生活很幸福,可以作为一个优秀的范本,鼓舞中国的中产阶级。

    我尽可能地多看,多感受,因为我真的不知道,还有没有机会再回来。

    除了旅游,那里的生活非常单纯,工作很有挑战性,因为这是一个沟通的工作,而且是用英语,而且是用印度英语,老大邮件里面对大家说:我让李凯担任这个team的Lead,负责沟通事宜,白纸黑字算是确定领导地位,但是这管理人员真不是个容易的活,那个时候我就觉得,做一个Manager付出的时间和收获不一定成比例,而且你做的事情不见得就是自己想要做的,印度同事经常工作到挺晚,有时比我还晚,偶尔他们还在抱怨:I am a married single.

    我需要加大篇幅纪念下我的印度同事们

    Marian:我的老大,身高体大,人很好。口头禅是“Fair?”,这是他在会议上经常用的,“Paradep,你去做下个relase的计划,明天就要,我已经给你很多时间了,公平吧(fair)?”

    Paradep:我们项目的PM,专门负责我们项目的人力资源,项目进度跟踪,计划安排等,他和我的关系最密切,打的交道最多,一个既有工作压力又有家庭压力的中青年。哈哈。你常常能从他的眼神中看到一丝疲惫。脾气很好,很有耐心,如果是其他人面对我这么烂的英语听力,还要拼命解释,他们早就疯了。回国之后我还是要经常和他开会到一两点给项目搽屁股。后来,项目快完的时候,他默默地离开了团队,甚至连一封告别信都没有,这让我很伤心。

    Donna是一个拉美裔的中年妇女,,大嗓门,语速超快,团队活动的积极分子,她问我:你们生活没有facebook?你们也没有yotube?我觉得twitter烦死了。人也很好,回来的时候,她还让我把一个礼金卡带回来给刚刚生了小孩子的同事王曦。

    Mukund是架构师,一个瘦瘦的印度人,有很深很深的黑眼袋,像个竹竿,说话的时候经常迷失在自己的架构师世界里,你问很简单的问题,他会演绎很多背后的故事出来,思考问题的时候喜欢努起嘴巴然后手指高频率地敲打嘴唇,发出噗噗的声音,说Yes的时候会不断地摇头。

    Seema是两个孩子的妈妈,十个手指上带着8个金戒指,两只耳朵上有五个金耳环,有一天她把汽车钥匙丢在了大门口,我帮她捡起来交给了保安。

    Kevin是一个那里少数的地道的美国人,他很少话,偶尔聊起他很感兴趣的事情,比如技术,他才会跟你来精神:这个可能这样加个按钮可以完成,哦哦哦,不过我想如果有自动完成功能那样做更好,也许再加上一个提示,用户会喜欢,他说话很慢,也许是照顾我的听力,他也有事抱怨,我邻居是在HP工作的,每周可以有三天在家里工作。

    Kishore是个不错的小伙子,这小子对人很真挚。

    还有Umanath,一个及其思念老婆孩子的人,在我离开美国之后不久也回国了,这个也是可以做朋友的同事,他还带我去过中国超市。

    当然,绝对不能忘记的是Jenny,我旅馆的服务人员,帮我很多忙,尤其在我欠房租的时候,我最后一天赶飞机之前,还托她帮我去寄了很多明信片,她拿着我的20美元说:你一定要回来,20美元肯定多了,到时候还你。

    我到美国第一天上班其实很忐忑的,一下子介绍20几个印度同事给我,我连名字都记不下来,我连中国人的名字都记不下来。

    后来我就坦然了,因为第一天我过的很顺利,第二天也是,第三天我对自己说:如果你今天过得很精彩,那接下来的一周也是,接下来的一年也是。

    事实上也是,技术上的事情也没有难到我,我从来没有接触过这个系统,去之前简单看了下文档,到了美国就马上和每个模块的Lead建立联系,让他们给我讲架构和功能,过了两天,Marian叫我到办公室,说要给我讲讲他们的系统,讲着讲着忘记了,我帮他补上,他很惊讶,“哦, 你怎么都知道”。

    一个星期之后,我已经可以给国内的同事讲架构和测试策略了。 

    在最困难的时候,我们在圣诞后星期六加班,那时开发在整合测试的时候连数据都没有人配给他们测试,不过竟然让我配出来了,印度同事喜出望外,也许他们也没有想到一个刚来一个多月的人把这个事情给解决了。我也很高兴,因为这个本事是靠我一张嘴问出来的,开发因为太忙,所以只能关注到自己做的那个模块的东西,只有我这个稍微有点闲的人才能综合大家的信息,把大问题解决掉。我后来发现这个策略是做大事的策略,集大家之所长,但是奇怪的是,他们丝毫不知道这是我从他们身上学到的,这时我得提醒他们:hey,这是你们告诉我的诶。

    至于管理嘛,我觉得马马虎虎还算应付得过来,国内有两个很好的姑娘桂微和袁静照顾一群新人,不用担心,美国这边嘛就是汇报及时,报表要做的漂亮,事情要及时跟进不能掉地上,所以我印度同事走到我位置上都可以看得见密密麻麻中国字写的待办事项,笔记本上密密麻麻的纪要,技术文档上乱七八糟混搭中英文的心得,觉得挺有意思,也不可思议。

    开发进展不是很顺利,可是Marian对我的评价还算好,这让这边Angela很高兴,有天她电话打过来学Marian惊讶的口气说:李凯啊,你怎么什么都懂,看来她也很得意把一个开发派过来当测试,后来我直属老大王宏斌在电话会议上也高兴地转述她的话,看来Angela不仅仅是打了个电话过来说这个事情。

    Angela始终是我最尊敬和最感谢的人,她是70年代台湾勤劳人民的代表, 在她身上学到的敬业和认真是在道富里面最大的财富。

    三个月时间并不长,快要离开的时候,Marian叫我到办公室里面,说他准备要扩大在当地的团队,问我有没有兴趣留下来在多干点时间,或者说短期内再回来, 我说B1签证快到了,我得回去了。

    我真的想回去了,尤其想老婆了。

    2009年2月11日,持续了三四天的暴风雪忽然停止,Princeton Junction阳光灿烂,我登上了回来的飞机。

    我带了两个大箱子行李,一个梦,一个信仰,回来了。

    美国是十里洋场,我的延安在中国。

    结婚

    结婚是满满的幸福,也是满满的愧疚。欠老婆太多。

    我想给她过一个创意十足的求婚,结果败给了钱塘江边冷冷的雨和猛烈的风。

    我想为她创作一个新海诚般绚丽的动画视频,回顾一起走过的路,败给了时间。

    我想给她一个个性的婚礼,于是去设计了独一无二的糖果盒,上面还有她的题词“李陈联姻”,结果袋子印出来偏色。

    做了一个请帖有改善,可惜忘记印地址,还要麻烦她手工贴上去。

    总之一切都mess up。

    开始筹备的是婚纱照,和老婆去了婚博会闪电订下一套婚纱,内外景,刚订好老婆又突发奇想,要去滨江的莫妮卡看看,理由是想要一套比较不传统的婚纱照,比较都市现代的那种。我们拍照那天天公作美,美院也的确挺美,稍微弥补了那摄影入门级别的器材带来的不足。

    另外一套婚纱倒是命运波折,正好赶在陈某人发脾气的风口浪尖上,于是被无情地打入冷宫。

    磕磕碰碰,终于到了五月份,巡回演唱会似的婚礼开始了,平阳,杭州,北海,有几个闪光点,一个是平阳订婚挑扁担,一个是平阳结婚时喝白酒,一个是在杭州抱新娘上六楼,一个是婚礼上还有Angela当主婚人,还有来自美国的伴郎伴娘。

    婚礼上也是纰漏不断,比如说播放视频的时候没声音,老婆的配音变成了幻灯片,然后化妆师的头饰竟然没带,还有就是抽奖程序有bug,蛋糕造型实在是赶不上期待,还有为了赶时间,连香槟都不喷了。

    稍微对不起当天的现场布置。陈挺,毛,胖子,张乐,还有家里人,大家一起帮忙,把现场布置的很好,入口处的金色丝带和照片墙,扶手上的各色气球,用婚纱照做出来的柱子包围,鲜花布幔装饰的吊顶,还有老婆精心选择的桌花,搭配红绿两色构成现场的主色调。老实说,以摄影师身份参加了那么多婚礼,还真没有见到这么精心布置的。这个会场可是要毛和Apple去超越的哦。

    不过幸福的是,老婆娶到了哈哈。老婆那天格外的放心,也许是早上被抱进家门之后乐坏了吧。 

    离职

    婚后第一件大事,就是要准备离职的事情。在恒天和道富待了五年,也是时候挪一下了。生于忧患,死于安乐嘛。

    我毕竟很清楚自己为什么离职的。

    要走了,这边的老大和老师都留人,倒是Marian很职业,第二天就发封信出来说我要走了,大家做好准备。留下的请求我算是委婉地拒绝了吧,不知道有没有伤到谁没有,那真的对不起,道富恒天的五年我基本上没有留下什么遗憾的,特别谢谢道富,道富对员工最高的要求是品德和诚实,他教给我这两者对于一个百年老店的重要性,他也教给我People buy the trust and the relationship,教给我对于用户的数据的Privacy保密是一个职业人最高的准则,他告诉我数据对于这个世界的重要性,他还给我一个接触世界的渠道,一个VPN,一些外国同事,还有一个就是稳定而开放的并且有充足时间留给我思考的工作空间。

    谢谢道富和恒天,在我办完所有的手续,准备离开园区,离开一起工作过的同事,还有敬爱的Angela的时候,傻傻地唱起《再见》——我会牢牢记住你的脸,我会珍惜你给的思念,这些日子在我心中,永远不会抹去。

    抛开对五年积累下来和同事的友谊,离职,其实是个既不值得高兴,也不值得伤心的事情。

    现在在上海,老婆在义乌,家里人都挺奇怪我们的状态的,不过,这都是必须的吧,对不起老婆,也谢谢老婆的支持,这两年很重要。

    谢谢老爸老妈,儿子去年还是没有能够为你们做些什么,你们辛苦了。
    谢谢岳父岳母,把女儿嫁给我。
    谢谢老婆。
    谢谢Angela,我工作之后第一次负责项目,就是在您指导度过的,虽然那次我没有做的很好。您认真工作,不挑活的,做事负责,是我永远的榜样。
    谢谢毛,陶胖,张乐,apple,陈挺,悠游,大姐,大姐夫一帮在婚礼上跑前跑后的朋友们。
    谢谢亲戚们。
    谢谢同事,远在美国的,道富的,恒天的同事,头五年的相处是我最宝贵的职业积累。

    愿大家安康,快乐。

    那是一年前,我在美国,站在开阔的芦苇地边。我看着夕阳慢慢地没入远处的丛林中,很美很美,还有月亮,也早早地升到了蓝天上。站在这个美丽的但是又转瞬即逝的土地上,我问自己,未来十年,二十年,三十年,你想要做什么。

    看着月球,我突然间就找到了答案。


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  • 二是整体作战。这个一般的人看不出来,总觉得老美是将军作战,实际上它是整体作战。因为美国人生活太好了,美国人的子弟是不愿意死在战场上的。不像日德,日本有武士道,德国有军官团,美国没有这样的传统。在一战、二战之前,一共才十几万人的军队,跟捷克斯洛伐克、南斯拉夫差不多。这种情况下,一下子发展到百万大军,最后是千万大军,仰仗的就是整体作战,就是各条战线、各个部门都要想办法。举几个例子。美军当时是用飞机轰炸德国,轰炸哪里是很讲究的。一般来说,英国轰炸就是炸居民区或者工厂。但美国不同,美国就找了一帮麻省理工学院研究数学的,让数学家们计算一下,炸哪里是最要害的。美军要炸就要使战争机器瘫痪。麻省理工学院这帮数学家组成了一个战略小组,属于陆军航空队,专门用数学的方法分析哪个环节在工业系统中最重要。研究发现,滚珠轴承最重要。车辆要轴承,火炮要轴承,飞机、坦克、机床,都需要轴承。德国有两个大的轴承厂,其中一个是施瓦因福特。德国也知道这个地方特别重要,用大量的高炮来保护。美军不在乎,见你重要就要炸。就派了上千架飞机来炸,第一次损失很大,最后终于给炸了。炸了一两个月之后,德国就没有轴承了,坦克什么的都转不动了。后来德国才把轴承厂分散到各个小城镇,开始都在大城市。

    原文——今天的战该怎么打

     

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    尤其是图灵奖

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  • ACM SIGGRAPH是世界上最好的电脑视觉技术交流会,大会每年的Paper都会呈现非常了不起的视觉盛宴。

     

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  • 我希望通过了解一下以下事实,来加深对大脑发展历史的了解,我觉得通过了解大脑进化的图谱,我可以很清晰地知道突破的关键。

    1. 单细胞动物(草履虫)的应激反应
    2. 腔肠动物网状神经细胞
    3. 环节动物和肢节动物的链状神经系统
    4. 人类的神经系统

    我觉得这也是几个比较大的Milestone.

    关于大脑进化的几个事实

    大脑Wiki

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